: Name: ~dreamer~; Location: Hong Kong

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Dance like no one is watching...

...love like you'll never be hurt...

...sing like no one is listening...

...live like it's heaven on earth.

Life is beautiful!

.: wishlist :.
tix to Alicia Keys concert
new digital camera
new phone (pda)
more office clothes
~~new bikini :)~~
more shoes
plane ticket to manila
carebear stuffed toy
~~big black bag~~

.: previous posts :.

.: archives :.
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
March 2005
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
June 2008

.: friends :.
marcus
piggy wing
chi-licious
becks
gloria
l.a.
chuckles
gengkukay
pretty zara
mai crabbedstar
ryeness
the goddess
astron's notebook
empress maruja
fei flora
magoo

.: thanks :.
blogger
blogskins
designer

What have you got to say?

Monday, September 03, 2007

i think...i need help. professional help.

i have humiliated myself enough.

i want to cry but there aren't any tears left.

i want to scream but i can only scream inside.

i want to get hurt 'til i can't feel any more pain.

i want to forget but i can't erase the memories.

i can only sit in silence.

i had lunch with my friends today. we were all teasing each other and laughing. they can't even tell i'm hurting inside. but even i myself don't know why i'm still feeling this way. i thought my sadness would be lessened by my acceptance of the facts, but it wasn't. i thought starting a new job would keep my mind off things. but i'm not even happy with my job. it's all just adding up. everything in my life is wrong. my life has turned to be a big disappointment than anyone could ever imagine. i have to find a way to redeem myself.

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 10:27 PM

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