: Name: ~dreamer~; Location: Hong Kong

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Dance like no one is watching...

...love like you'll never be hurt...

...sing like no one is listening...

...live like it's heaven on earth.

Life is beautiful!

.: wishlist :.
tix to Alicia Keys concert
new digital camera
new phone (pda)
more office clothes
~~new bikini :)~~
more shoes
plane ticket to manila
carebear stuffed toy
~~big black bag~~

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astron's notebook
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Friday, October 22, 2004

coz i'm a girl...

mood: amorous
so, it's been a while but not much happened with me. well, something good happened, got my problems fixed and i am now feeling happier than before...i think. i'm a bit sentimental these days..

just got home from the hospital. my sister's been confined there since wednesday morning for possible appendectomy. However, after three days, they still haven't diagnosed what she has. Ironically, she's feeling much better now and is very anxious to go home and go partying. first thing on her list of things to do after leaving the hospital is to go shopping..hahah!!

so, yesterday was my off from work. i just stayed home and watched TV all day. and i watched "Windstruck", thanks to aira for giving us a copy of that. it was really, really nice. but the story kind of ended in a weird way. it's one of those movies that you don't know when the movie will end. you never know what to expect. there was one really sad part where they played this song that sounded really familiar to me. turns out it was Tears by X Japan . anyway, i think it was so appropriate for the scene and was effective in bringing out the viewer's emotions...okay, to make us viewers cry!!!! so after watching, i downloaded the song and i remembered i wanted to download the song from this korean series "Endless Love" (Autumn In My Heart) so i searched for it relentlessly for almost 4 hours. i wanted to download the song "Reason" but i only got the mp3 of "Blue" and the midis of both songs. i also remembered this sad sad video i got to watch before, thanks to aira again. all i remember was it was something something Kiss and there was this girl and a photographer..blah blah blah. til i found out that its title was "Because I'm a Girl". i downloaded the video and mp3 and i watched the video over and over again with endless sighs. now i have the lyrics and mp3 in both english and korean versions. i read in a forum that there are many more versions of this song...hmm, i wonder where i can get those. anyway, if you guys want the video or mp3 or whatever, just email me.

hmm...i think this update is long enough. i'll think of something more to write about later. i have to take a shower...bye!

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 9:34 PM

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

i'm turning japanese...i really think so =P

mood:

indifferent
just got home a few minutes ago. came from causeway bay, played in the arcade with some guys from IGE. i ate dinner right away. now, just listening to the bonus cd included with "The Diary of Alicia Keys" album. bought this cd last friday but it's only now that i got to listen to it. i dunno, just been sleeping these past few days. i guess i'm just trying to take my mind off that problem that's been bugging me still. anyway, i have to stay awake tonight coz i got to do this assignment we have for the japanese classes tomorrow. i actually find it interesting to learn.

so, lately, i have this thing for edison chen. started since i saw him at the alicia keys concert but not as much as i like alex band. but i think if i see him in person again like standing in front of me, i'd ask him if i can be his girlfriend...hahah!!! i know he already gets that from a lot of women. coz he's sooo fine!!

anyway, got nothin much to write about and i really have to start working on that assignment...

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 7:54 PM

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

Grrrrrrr.........(curse this life!)

mood: infuriated
damn! i finally got to this page. i had a hard time getting it loaded. i always get to an error page. anyway, so i'm not exactly sure how i'm feeling right at this moment but it's not good. i have like mixed feelings of sadness and anger, but anger is far more superior now. maybe i'm feeling sad because i don't know where my anger is coming from?!? shouldn't i be like confused? oh now i am...

so my day started fine, just the way it is every morning. until i got on the mtr...i didn't see anyone from work, which is kinda weird, then walking from the station til i get to our building, still didn't see any officemate...i was starting to freak out like there's something wrong, until i get to that footbridge connecting oxford house and the other buildings. i felt relieved to see lars and frank getting off a cab (of course they're not together in one cab). i was assigned at the call center today, didn't get much calls, so was doing the chats. lunch time, kenny, kong and june were teaching me some cantonese words. unfortunately, i didn't get to absorb much coz i don't think my mind was working properly then. after work, i spent some time walking around in central with becks because he had some time to waste and doesn't want to go home yet. we spent so much time in the swarovzski shop staring at all those crystal stuff they had for sale. he bought some stuff for his gf, while i was planning on the stuff imma buy for my future house..hahahah!! coz they had this vase that was sooooo nice!!! sooo cool!! and i really wanna buy it! and they also have these wine glasses and goblets with crystals in the "stem or body"(whatever you call that part). wouldn't it be so cool to host a cocktail party then your wine/champagne glasses are like that???

anyway, i got home and that's when i started feeling this way. first, my sister was like blaming me or something for not going to ocean park with them just cause i'm going out tonight with the guys from IGE. well, i just don't feel like spending almost 300 bucks for that. so now, waiting for the time, and still thinking if i should go out tonight or what. don't have anything to wear again. i need something to hide these rashes damn. to go, or not to go....carpe diem!

ooh, and i bought my avril cd's yesterday!!!! soooooo nice!!!!!

ang buhay ko parang isang teleserye o romantic movie -- pinoy style...tanginang pag-ibig yan, nauso pa!
- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 10:25 PM

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Thursday, October 14, 2004

nothing can stop me..hahah

mood:

sleepy
i'm sleepy, want to go to bed but i can't, coz my hair is still wet so i decided to update this.

it was my off today so i just slept the whole day. maybe coz i was exhausted from last night. went to mongkok to meet my sister and friends to go shopping. well, i didn't get to buy much stuff, just food!! snacks and cookies, hahah! and this pig-shaped ashtray just to tease tita glenda. then i left early to go home and change my clothes to go clubbing. hard to choose what to wear coz i have to hide these damn rashes. and since most of my party clothes are kind of revealing, i borrowed one of my sister's long-sleeved tops. (nothing can stop me from clubbing!!) so, i went to insomnia at lan kwai fong to meet carol and her friends. stayed there for a few hours. and though i was warned by the derma not to have any alcoholic drinks, carol forced me to drink..and i succumbed! i think it was around 2 am when we went to venue at wan chai to meet clarence and jason. it was my first time at that bar and i give it two thumbs up but carol had to leave early with some unconvincing reason that her mom doesn't have a key so she needs to go home. anyway, june was also there and she introduced me to her friends and to this boy she likes anyway, so stayed there for a while waiting for some good music to dance to. few minutes later, i saw kubi enter the club. (is this the extension of IGE office?!? hahah) anyway, jason had to leave early too coz his girlfriend is getting furious. it was around 3:30 when clarence and i left to eat some 'goto'..waaahh! how i missed it!! i think the last time i had some 'goto' was during the 'simbang gabi'. so, i got home around 4 am and fell asleep right away.

anyway, i think i got to meet a lot of people last night. carol's friends: trixie, the other girl i forgot the name, this guy they were with, alwin(the dj in insomnia who happens to be carol's ex-bf); june's friends: i don't remember the names...only phyllis(?) and janice and this boy she likes but i don't remember the name; jason's kinakapatid...hmmm, i used to be good at remembering names..what happened to me???

and here's what's been causing chaos at work: damn PayPal!!

i think it's time for me to sleep now, don't wanna be late tomorrow..

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 11:24 PM

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

japanese lessons and pityriasis rosea

i'm still here in the office, waiting for the japanese lessons which should start in around 17 minutes. got nothing else to do so decided to update this blog. i wanted to update last night but i fell asleep right after we came home from the dermatologist.

anyway, here's the diagnosis of the dermatologist: i have a skin disorder called Pityriasis Rosea. i've researched about it and here's what i found out...first of all, it is NOT CONTAGIOUS!! anyone can get it but it is most common in people ages 10 to 35. it most oftenly occurs during the autumn season (so we are right that it's the weather change that's causing this). it starts with a few rashes until it gradually spreads throughout your body after a few days. although, unexplainably, it does not reach your palms, feet or your face (like what i'm experiencing now). this thing is known to last for six weeks to months!!!(baahh! i've just had it for two weeks and i'm already complaining!!) there is no known treatment for this because it disappears by itself after it has occupied your body long enough. the best thing to have would be antihistamines and anti-itch cream to help ease the itchiness (yeah, that's what the derma gave me). and most likely, once you've had it, it won't happen to you again. and it's all just rashes and itchiness, doesn't come with a fever or anything else. well, after knowing what it was and that i'm not alone in the world who has this and that in fact, it's a common disorder, i suddenly felt relieved. but it's such a disappointment that it lasts for sooo long!! six weeks or more!!?!?! i hate this!! *sigh*..i hope it disappears sooner. i don't want to be scratching anymore!!! and i hope it doesn't leave any scars on my skin. and bad news!! there's a modelling stint this sunday for manel's products(shoes, bags..i'm not sure) and i'm supposed to be there but i can't coz i have these damn rashes!!! waaahhh!!!!

so...there! anyway, i think it's the first time i've met a guy who's so vain that it bothers him so much when a single strand of his hair is not in place. yes, that's you becks! this part of my blog is dedicated to you. you should be flattered! he's extremely conscious of how he looks. just because the wind blew some strand of his hair out of its place, he becomes so restless about it. it bothers him that his belt is not fixed the way he wants it. and just a teeny tiny drop of soy sauce on his shirt makes him so blue. it takes him a very long time to get his hair fixed that it's causing him to be running late for work sometimes. it worries him that his pants doesn't go with his shoes or something. i know this is very common...for girls!!!! not for guys, so i'm wondering why? why? why? i'm thinking maybe he has the obsessive compulsive disorder..hahah

that's about it...and i'm going to mongkok tonight..ciao!

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 3:25 PM

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Saturday, October 09, 2004

missing my care bears...

just got home a few hours ago. went to tst with my sister. it was hella busy at work today!!! never been that busy in the whole history of my workin for IGE..damn! and i was the only one assigned at the call center. just after putting down the phone, no time to even work on the order of the previous caller, you'll hear the phone ringing again...and also the live chat's alert for incoming chat is a ringing sound..can you imagine how irritating that was to be hearing so much ringing for the entire of 8 hours? good thing most of the customers were understanding..except for two, one who called and one i talked to on chat. grrr...bitching about a few minutes of delay when the other customers have been waiting for hours!!!

anyway, so me and Carol left the office early. she needs to meet her husband to drop him off at the airport coz he's going back to the philippines. and i need to meet my sister coz we have a date. we went to ocean terminal to look around, i need clothes for the winter!!!! i easily feel cold and i came from a very hot country so all my clothes aren't gonna keep me warm enough when winter comes. hmm..and we had this conclusion (sort of) that these allergies are caused by the sudden change of weather. and my rashes are kinda healing, by the way. it's not that itchy anymore.

so, we went to ocean terminal and ate at this cafe i've been craving for since the first time i knew there was such a cafe that existed...strawberry forever!!!! I LOVE STRAWBERRIES!!!! i'm sooo in love with strawberries!! so after that, we just looked around, bought some candies...hahah we bought bertie bott's every flavored beans!! cool!!! then we looked at some fun stuff. they have a lot of stuff here that i don't see the purpose for but are fun to look at and go tinkering with..heheh. anyway, last stop, toys r us. we somehow felt like kids again..heheh...was actually looking for some spongebob stuff. unfortunately, spongebob is not so popular here so we didn't find any. but, we found something that i really wanted to buy!!!! a care bear stuffed toy!!!!! we saw some talking cheer bear, bedtime bear and funshine bear toy and some stuffed cheer bear and good luck bear. i want to buy a care bear stuffed toy but the one there was too small that i might squish it when i hug it. i want a huggable stuffed care bear!!!!!!! *sigh* i can't even remember when i last watched a care bear cartoon show. i was probably still a little girl..i miss care bears!!!!!!!

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 8:49 PM

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Thursday, October 07, 2004

evil! har har har!

hmm...i just tried this test out..i was expecting my score would be higher than 44%...oh well, i guess i'm not that evil after all! hahahah!

I am 44% evil.

I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.

Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 1:56 PM

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Monday, October 04, 2004

alicia keys fever!!

i know..it's soo late and i have to wake up in 4 hours to get to work..but i guess i still have some energy left to update this blog. and i got the hangover from the concert. it's been like 3 hours since it finished but i still can't get it off my mind. i thought it was great..was really worth the money i spent. love the voice!! though i can't really see her face. i really enjoyed the concert!!

anyway, it's been two days since my last update. so what have i been up to? well, at work, i've been assigned to the newly set up call center. and since it's new, we don't receive calls yet...and yeah, i'm dying of boredom!!! just sitting there all alone with no one to talk to...like i'm an outcast who's got some kind of virus (oh but i do, i still got these friggin rashes!! grrr!!)... good thing tomorrow, i mean later, angelo will be taking my place and i will be back to doing chats..yeah!!

gotta get some sleep...

"...i won't tell your secrets. your secrets are safe with me. i will keep your secrets. just think of me as the pages in your diary..."
- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 1:50 AM

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Friday, October 01, 2004

things will go my way....

okay, i don't know where to start..let's backtrack. i just got out of the shower and these rashes are really irritating!! it's spreading more all over my body, just when i started drinking medicine. i went to the doctor yesterday and he gave me medicineS for it and also cream, but i'm not sure if it's supposed to take effect already because, i don't see that happening anytime soon. it's like these rashes felt so at home with my body that they don't want to go away..grrr...

anyway, i'm a morning person now. yey!! it's so great to be back in the morning shift. i think this is the shift where you can actually get a life..hmm, a social life, i mean..coz you got more time to do something else after work. like you get more leisure time in your hand. like what we had this afternoon. i got home late coz we went to play some games at the arcade (me, becks, wing and xulie), well they played this car racing game but i just watched. i played two rounds of xmen vs streetfighter with wing and as expected, i lost!

anyway, i had a haircut last night, and i like it. coz it's not very often that the hairstylist understands what style i really want. actually, it doesn't seem too different than before, i just had it layered. only the people who really knows me noticed that i had a haircut. and also last night while listening to some songs, i fell in love once again to alex band's voice!! (yeah that's how i got the title for this blog coz i drafted this last night and didn't get to finish coz first, my mom kicked me off the other pc and then my sis used the other one so no PC left for me to use. anyway, alex band!!!! i can imagine him serenading me...makes my heart melt!!

and i also spent so much time helping JM fix his blog page. heheh (swerte mo JM, mabait ako kahapon). aarrgh..tomorrow might be the day i fear, call center might be set up and i'm gonna be assigned there..but i don't want to!!! *sniff sniff*...anyway, gotta sleep early. well, i wrote a lot this time..that's all for now!

"for all the lies i've tasted, just loooking for the truth. for all the dreams i'm chasing, well what am i to do. when everything's against me and the answers are all wrong. i'm hopin' that i find out it was worth it all along. so hold me now, and say its not forever, cause maybe someday, in time, things will go my way"
- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 9:08 PM

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