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         ...live like it's heaven on earth.

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Friday, December 31, 2004

happy holidays...or not?

i dunno what my mood is today. so i didn't put any.

anyway, tomorrow will be the start of 2005. for some, it's a time for new beginnings, or whatever. i am not feeling the spirit of the holiday season. christmas was just like any other day. it is not like how we used to spend it. of course, because our relatives are so far away. instead of playing with my little cousins and preparing for the noche buena, we were just watching tv and waiting until 12 am to go to church. instead of exchanging gifts with my cousins, titas and titos and lolas and lolos, there were only 5 of us here. instead of seeing so many people running around the house, laughing, opening up presents, it was soo quiet here. i even had to sleep early coz i have to go to work the next day.

now, new year's eve. i've asked my folks if they have plans for later, but no plans yet. just stay at home and enjoy a small new year's feast. but my friends are asking me to go out and i am tempted to join them. but then it is freeezing outside! today it's 8° here. it's even colder than the other countries where they have snow. the weather is making me feel too lazy to go out.

*sigh* i don't think i'd ever want to spend christmas and new year here again...




Monday, December 20, 2004

time heals all wounds...or so they say

mood: inconsolable

i am hurt. i am blue. i am aching. i am miserable. i am in agony. i am crestfallen. i am disturbed. i am gloomy. i am harmed. i am burned. i am depressed. i am mournful. i am forlorn. i am distressed. i am tormented. i am scarred. i am lonely. i am crushed. i am sad. i am in pain. i am unhappy. i am inconsolable.

i hope what i did was right or at least what was best for the situation. i know i would regret it sooner or later...or probably regretting it right now. maybe sometimes you have to do something wrong just so you can make things right. i have never felt so resentful. and though i am suffering through loneliness now, i know it will all pass....i hope it does...





Friday, December 10, 2004

on this cold december afternoon...

mood: weary

it's been soooo loooong since my last update. it's already the 10th of December and only a few days til christmas...*sigh*...we're not going home for christmas. i haven't done any christmas shopping yet...help!!!! it's already soooo cold here now. sometimes i don't want to get up in the morning, just wanna stay in bed and sleep. this weather is good for sleeping...heheh

so anyway, we had the train the trainer course yesterday at work. we didn't have to show up at work in the morning coz the training starts at 12 nn. the training was fun and insightful. i learned somethings about myself and about my co-workers. it ended around 9. it's a 2-day training course, so the first day was yesterday and 2nd one will be next thursday. it was really weird yesterday coz most of the people attending the course were in their smart casual attire. hahah...

so after that, we went out...i went out with the guys..(guys!!! i was the only girl...waaaahhh..)...went out with rick, lars, aaron, jason, michael, rony, clarence and becks...first, we went to east end brewery (this bar near our building), then we went to aaron's place to drink some more (except for rick and becks who went to wanchai...to look for girls ). aaron mixed this drink for me and also gave me a bottle of smirnoff ice but i didn't get to finish those drinks because I DON'T DRINK!...heheh ...just wanted to go dancing!!!!! so, i think it was around 1:30 when we left aaron's place and went to wanchai. we went to this bar and just sat down, had some more drinks (they...not me!) and played this dice game and jason's friends sasha and harry joined us (good!! not the only girl anymore). grrr....i want to go dancing!!!! we went to fenwick at around 4 am...and went dancing..yeah!! and lars was missing by this time. hmmm...heheh! so, stayed there until 6. we had to leave coz the place was closing already...hahah. i left the guys coz i really need to go home or else my folks will kill me.

wanna go back to sleep now...