: Name: ~dreamer~; Location: Hong Kong

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Dance like no one is watching...

...love like you'll never be hurt...

...sing like no one is listening...

...live like it's heaven on earth.

Life is beautiful!

.: wishlist :.
tix to Alicia Keys concert
new digital camera
new phone (pda)
more office clothes
~~new bikini :)~~
more shoes
plane ticket to manila
carebear stuffed toy
~~big black bag~~

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Sunday, June 15, 2008

my boyfriend is a complete stranger.

have you ever had a relationship with someone for a long time but then you realize that you don't really know that person? i have now. i don't know my boyfriend. we've been together for almost 7 months but it feels like he's a complete stranger to me.

let me just recap the past week that's been:

8 days after he left for "China" (it's in quotation marks because i'm not even sure if that's really where he went), i finally received an email from him. a very angry and defensive email. i understand why...because the first two emails i've sent him were very accusatory. but that's because he left and we weren't exactly in good terms. another angry email followed after that. it's only after a few emails from me that he's calmed down with his responses.

he came back last friday but i wasn't too excited to see him. because his last email made me feel unimportant. it made me feel like he only emails me when he feels like it. and i don't want to be that person.

he's finally back and we're together again. he told me stories about his trip...stories that i'm not sure i believe. he even told me that story about his facebook account being hacked into which i also don't believe. my messages on his phone has been deleted except the ones he received since he returned.

all these things make me feel like he's hiding something. it makes me feel like i don't know him at all. and now i'm not even sure if i still want to be with him.

who wants to be with a complete stranger?...not me.

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 12:09 AM

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