: Name: ~dreamer~; Location: Hong Kong

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Dance like no one is watching...

...love like you'll never be hurt...

...sing like no one is listening...

...live like it's heaven on earth.

Life is beautiful!

.: wishlist :.
tix to Alicia Keys concert
new digital camera
new phone (pda)
more office clothes
~~new bikini :)~~
more shoes
plane ticket to manila
carebear stuffed toy
~~big black bag~~

.: previous posts :.

.: archives :.
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October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
March 2005
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
May 2008
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.: friends :.
marcus
piggy wing
chi-licious
becks
gloria
l.a.
chuckles
gengkukay
pretty zara
mai crabbedstar
ryeness
the goddess
astron's notebook
empress maruja
fei flora
magoo

.: thanks :.
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Sunday, November 28, 2004

photo album updated

heh...nothing to write about, just thought of putting up more pictures on my photo album...added some pixies with my friends. i've been planning on updating that album but...yes, you're right, i got too lazy to do it. so it's only now that i've updated. if you know the url, then good for you! but if you don't, it's your loss..hahahah..but you can click on somewhere on this page and it will bring you to that url...hahah...finders keepers, losers suck! (eh?) yes, i'm crazy...as always!! ta-tah!

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 6:12 PM

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Friday, November 26, 2004

what happened to my life?

mood: bored
hayyyy.....i feel like my life is soo dull. haven't been updating because everytime i start to write a new post, i end up procrastinating. i am getting too lazy! hahah...i start a few sentences then it ends up getting deleted. instead, i end up playing MU..hahah! i dunno why i got so addicted to this game. so, what have i been up to within a week? nothing much!!! as i've said my life had become so dull!!!...except last tuesday. i went to a karaoke lounge (i think) with fiona, frank, kanis, clarence, lars, angelo, becks and ming...we stayed there until 8:30 pm. they were planning on going to a bar afterwards but then we decided to have dinner at KFC first. lars got a bit tipsy (according to clarence) but i think he was so wasted that night. and to our enjoyment, he was talking about so many things that didn't make any sense but was so funny. he was hugging angelo and my becks ...and when someone teases him, he replies with "i love you too"..then he started speaking norwegian, which none of us can understand so we were just laughing at him ...(fyi: he didn't remember much of what happened that night when he got to work the next morning)...anyway, 'nuff of lars, this isn't his blog!!

anyway, this week, i suddenly got this feeling of homesickness. just the thought of not being able to go home for christmas makes me really sad!!! we've tried spending christmas here once and it was really really sad. i miss my friends!! i miss my cousins!!! i miss the nightlife in the philippines!!! i miss my country!!! (never thought i'd be saying that one day)...but really!! i do!! i miss waking up at around 11 am, and not getting up from bed. the first thing i look for is the remote control then i turn on the television...don't get up til around 1 or 2 pm to wash up and then get go to the kitchen to get something to eat for lunch, then go back to my room and eat lunch while watching tv. yup, that's me...really lazy.

that's how i'm feeling now...laziness, so imma end this now, hahahah...i'll try to add more next time and update this blog more...if i don't get too lazy..maybe it's the weather that's causing this...it's so cold now that it's making me sleepy...

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 5:42 PM

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Saturday, November 20, 2004

feelings of resentment....*sigh*

mood: abashed

i woke up late today coz i went home from partying just this morning. okay, we went out last night for like an extended birthday celebration. went to insomnia and stayed there until 6 am, i think. i really had fun the whole time we were there. but then when i woke up this afternoon, there's this sudden feeling of sadness that came over me. thinking about what happened last night and the things i did...makes me feel regretful. though i really had a great time last night, now i'm feeling really sorry for myself, for the people i was with. i dunno what came over me last night. there's no logical excuse for my actions. well, nothing i can do now, but just to brood over it...*sigh* i feel like i just want to stay in bed for the whole day or for my whole life...i don't want to go to work tomorrow, i want to take a sick leave...damn! i hate this feeling...someone kill me now!! 22 years of living (or suffering) is enough...end my life now!

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 2:59 PM

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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

a day to celebrate? a day to contemplate?

mood: complacent

go shawty, it's ma bday, we gon' partee like it's ma bday...heheh

22 years ago, on the 17th of November, around 7 o'clock pm, i was born...hell yeah! one more bitch to conquer the world..lol ...so, it's my birthday and yes, i still have to go to work, damn i should have taken a day off, and do what? stay at home and watch TV? nooo...but how do i celebrate another year that i've been blessed to still be alive? or maybe punished to suffer the wrath of this world??...i think both .. but i'm planning to go out later with some friends (i hope they come...or it'll be so sad to be celebrating alone..) i wanna partee all night!!

anyway, here's the list of the peeps who've remembered my birthday..so far..

1) maianne - sent me like an early greeting message on friendster
2) rhen - also early greeting on ym
3) winnie - sent me a greeting card one day advanced
4) becks - sent me an sms message 15 minutes early
5) tita glenda and ate - coz we were watching TV then they saw that it was already 12 o'clock
6) phyl - sent me an sms greeting all the way from US!!!...sweet!!
7) mum - woke up early and gave me a kiss
8) clarence - wasn't even sure that today is my bday
9) raymond - wow! so unexpected that he'd greet me
10) june, wing, kong - they even got me a cake and a doraemon candy and sang happy bday for me...thanks guys!!! i'll never forget such a nice gesture! and june sent me a greeting card...so sweet of her
11) jason wong - also unexpected
12) lot and philip - damn! they left the office shouting "happy birthday mae" like announcing it to everyone....grrr!!
13)fiona - sent me a message on icq
14) frank - sent me icq message
15) diddy - sent me an sms greeting with sweet message..
16) john deb - also unexpected
17) james - sms...sent the exact same message 3 times
18) flora - of course, teased me again, crazy girl!!
19) tito sam - how can he forget...we share the same birthday..
20) aira - crazy greeting!!
21) phyl - gave me a call!!! so sweet!!!! i miss this girl sooo much!!!
22) lette - *beso-beso* after the greeting...heheh...sweet!
23) jason a - hahahah...asking for a treat
24) adrian - shook my hand like he was running for the elections or something..hahah!
25) angelo - thought my birthday was on the 19th..lol

and here are the peeps who sent me birthday greetings on friendster:

1) maianne
2) jeff - so unexpected
3) voltaire
4) jigs
5) tara - also unexpected..haven't spoken to her for a loooong time
6) peter
7) marian - she's got a good memory of birthdates...

so there you go...just a few people..and the other peeps whom i've been expecting to greet me...didn't, *sigh*...makes me feel bad...and this day is about to end, but i don't feel like it's something special. not even sure if we're goin out tonight and celebrate..it's just like any ordinary day...should i be expecting something more?...i think not...*sigh*

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 5:17 PM

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Sunday, November 07, 2004

and 16 days later...

mood: optimistic

it's been a loooooooong time since my last update. it's just that everytime i logon and try to update this, i end up saving a draft instead. so expect this to be long coz a lot have happened since my last update.

so, it's been really busy at work recently. we're trying out some new chat program and upgrading a lot of things. lots of new stuff and new people coz the company's expanding. this month i'm still in the morning shift which is good so i won't have a hard time adjusting to another time. last October 30, we had a company bbq at yuen long (sooo far so the travel was sooo long!!!) and it was fun, though it was just for a few hours. i'll be posting the pictures on my photo album soon. anyway, i think i'm starting to get used to this call center thing but i still prefer doing the chats though. whichever i'm gonna be assigned at is fine with me. so, i got to bond with james more coz i was the only filipino csr in the morning last month. now we also have clarence, so there's three of us. (yey!!!) heheh.

anyway, just bought a new phone. i dunno why i even bought a new model, it's useless for me here. only my family calls me, only to check on me and tell me to come home right away! (hehehe..been going home late recently) i just wanted to change coz i feel like my 3650's already ancient. so i bought the 6260, i'm a nokia fan, don't want any other..heheh (hmm...maybe sony ericsson) and my sister also bought one, 2 days later. i've been wanting to buy a new phone but the one i liked before was the 7610, then i saw this 6260 on the nokia website and i decided to wait for the release instead.

anyway, the weather's really starting to get cold now. so i went shopping for more winter clothes. and now i'm like four to five thousand dollars poorer (including the cellphone, i'm not gonna be spending almost five thousand dollars on just clothes!!!) but i just got my paycheck for the miss asia pageant promotion, so that's where i got the money to buy meself a new phone. so i've got lots of jackets now but i still want to buy some shirts, maybe next month though coz i've exceeded my spending limit for myself..heheh.

what else...oh and tito freddie came to visit, but he only stayed for a day. came here friday night then went back to the US on saturday night. he should be back there by now. so yesterday we went to stanley to show him around there coz he's never been there before. shopping again for me!!!! then we went to wanchai at 298 coz he wants to buy mp3 players. i bought a 128 mb MMC!!! grrr...gotta stop spending, mae!!! and i have this fascination for Doraemon stuff recently. i now have slippers, spoon and fork, a mug, card protection case and lots of cellphone accessories...i'd like to buy more and collect more Doraemon stuff!

so, my birthday is coming soon. i'm scared, coz everytime my birthday comes, i get sick...i don't know why. i hope i don't get sick this time. i already got some early birthday presents. my sister gave me a star bracelet and a pair of star earrings!!! then my mom bought me a new pair of jeans.

i'm feeling a bit sleepy, i'm just gonna leave it up to here for now.

- posted by ~dreamer~ @ 7:02 PM

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